JOY and SORROW
mission guide | 6/24/19
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We carry pain in our genetic memory just like DNA cells. The frequency of the trauma is encoded in the actual fabric we’re made out of so there’s no way to escape the fallout. That’s why you drink, to ease the pain. It is self medication. The only way you can let that go is to move beyond the notion that you are a mortal being and stop mistaking your emotional dramas as “physical” traumas.
This is something spiritual guides do all comfy in their lotus position and the rest of us look on in bewilderment and wonder how they do it.
They do it because remaining there trapped in the memory doesn’t offer them a better tomorrow. It’s illogical. If the medicine is killing you, how can you imagine tomorrow will be better? Of course it won’t be.
Here’s how you move beyond the pain (listen):
This is a hologram.
You are an eternal life awareness with the power to create an entire galaxy in the time it takes to blink your eyes.
You’ve been here since long before time.
You will be here long after everyone forgets about time and you will still be creating galaxies.
Unless you create galaxies that can then play out dramas where you can get raped, go wine tasting or have your heart broken, there is literally no tomorrow because you didn’t create it.
Dramas are exactly that, dramas. They play out how they’re going to play out and the chips and cards are going to fall in your favor every other hand. It’s the not knowing that keeps you playing. You’re going to break hearts and you’re going to have your heart broken. You’ll use your closest friends for personal gain and they’ll use you back. It’s called a drama because its dramatic. It is an E-motional (electric motion) play. You scripted that play before you took your all-knowing awareness down into limited manifestation to experience the swat on your bottom and the butterfly kisses on your lips. You said that because you wanted to be slapped. You did that because you wanted their heart to overflow so hard they thought it would burst. They’re emotional dramas.
So we got raped. Monkeys rape each other every day. Then two minutes later they share bananas and groom each other. There are no psychiatric clinics, spiritual gurus or trauma centers because they didn’t die. They’re still living a life where dramas unfold. That’s why they’re alive.
You are a hologram inside a holographic illusion. You were never actually raped, you participated in a play where the actors acted like they were getting raped. They acted like their parents abandoned them at the beach to see what it would feel like if they were 10 and left all alone. How would you react? How strong are you emotionally? What are your glass ceilings? How far can you push the boundaries before the boundaries push back?
Broken people relive anguish and pain 100,000 times until the memory is so faint they can no longer whip it back up onto its hind legs so it can blast its flame over their bodies anymore. And when that happens, they trot right back out and cast another drama and inventory another heartbreak so they can do it all over again because its better to be wanted for murder than not wanted at all. Its drama.
Happy people enjoy the quiet evening watching the sunset and jumping off cliffs with parachutes. They enjoy the moments they had with someone who wasn’t exactly a perfect fit for them and they wish them godspeed when they move on and really mean it. They reflect on how their broken leg made them more compassionate to those around them in wheelchairs and their cold sniffles gave them more empathy for other people battling a flu. And then they move on to the next moment and the next because they survived what happened in the past, so obviously that wasn’t really a boundary at all, but merely a glass ceiling. A level of e-motion that taught them more about what it means to be healthy and happy. They know they’ll never find their way beyond that ceiling if they keep beating themselves up for having hit their head against it. If they don’t ever get burned then they’ve never really touched the stove at all which means they weren’t living, they were asleep and merely thought they were alive.
If you want to be awake and experience the next learning moment, you have to stop looking behind you and start looking forward. You learned that lesson, now it’s time for the next. And the next until there are no more lessons. And there will always be more lessons, because there is no such thing as perfect. Yesterday you wore blue, today you’re wearing green because you’re trying something else on for size. Just like all things in what is called life. The person who has never cried has also never laughed because they have no idea what the difference is between joy and sorrow. If you want your heart to fill so full that it bursts from breathing the fresh mountain air, you will have first had to sit inside a cell somewhere where freedom wasn’t yours to have. Which makes that cell the only reason you’ll ever know what real freedom feels like.
There are a billion trillion more galaxies you have yet to create that are just sitting there waiting for you to cast them into reality. The only reason you’re stuck in this one time loop you perceive to be hell is because you have forgotten that you made this world so you would feel what it was like to get rolled in a dark alley or pick wild strawberries that taste like heaven on a bun because you don’t know how those chips are going to fall. Not to carry around baggage from the sorrow you felt the last time you lost a hand.
The biggest secret there is, the closest-guarded key to happiness is the fact that the muscles in the human face are connected to your endorphin glands. All you need to do is push down the corners of your mouth to trick your brain into thinking you’re sad to release what’s known as adrenocorticotropic hormones (ACTH) that actually makes you sad. By pushing up the corners of your mouth, this also fools the brain into releasing beta endorphins which creates endogenous morphine. Morphine is also known as opium. Opium is also called cocaine. This means that in order to be sad, all you have to do is frown and to be happy all you have to do is smile. Your face does that. Which means you can choose either one at will.
Try it. Next time you’re sad, look in the mirror. What is your face doing? Frowning because you’re on ACTH. Now smile and stand there for a few seconds and try to prove me wrong. You can’t because you’re now on cocaine and the smile doesn’t want to go back down again because it likes how it feels.
We choose whether we are going to have a good day. We program it into our forecast by the words that come out of our mouth that sets in motion an anion ion (E-lectric, E-motion) toroidal flow in our brains that physically moves in the direction of positive bioelectric energy (this is the clockwise energy flow). We also choose if we are going to have a bad day (counterclockwise energy flow), because secretly while our consciousness isn’t looking, our subconscious is scheming ways to get ourselves into hot water so we’ll be able to manufacture a brand new drama dragon that will slap us around for a while so we can feel alive. And just like getting paddled during a naughty interlude that sting on our bottom releases the same beta endorphins as smiling and so through the pain opium is physically released which turns that frown pointing the other way. Either way, both sorrow and joy engage our opioid receptors. One stings and the other one doesn’t to get to the same place. Sadness is opium but laughter is also opium, so laugh.
See how that works?